The full content of the apology letter tendered by Big Brother Naija housemate, Alex to fellow housemate, Cee-C has been revealed.
Alex and Cee-C
The atmosphere in the Big Brother Naija house was emotional yesterday after housemate, Alex read an apology letter to fellow housemate Cee-C to douse tension that has brewed since the last eviction show.
Recall that Alex and Cee-C have been in a state of cold war as the latter felt cheated following Alex's closeness with Tobi who was romantically linked to Cee-C in the past.
Cee-C also accused Alex of throwing herself at male housemates which obviously hurt the housemate as she cried over the matter. However, Alex mustered up the boldness yesterday as she decided that it wouldn't be right for her to carry malice with any housemate when the show will be ending on Sunday.
She took it upon herself to write a heartfelt letter to Cee-C apologizing over the incidents.
Below is Alex’s powerful apology letter to Cee-C:
Yes we have our differences. I know we can’t be the best of friends, but do you think God is happy with us and what’s going on? I’m not saying you are wrong or that I’m wrong, or that we are both right. It doesn’t have to be this way. We don’t have to end the friendship we had this way. I’m sorry if I hurt you. I accept all you told me.
It’s okay if you don’t want to talk to me anymore. It’s okay if you decide to go with however you see me. But for me, it won’t be a good thing to leave this House angry at you, or anyone else. We’ve been around for each other in times of need and that is something to value.
I hereby put whatever issues we’ve had, in the past. It’s a game. We all came here to win. And as the last five, we’re all winners. Even if you don’t believe me, most times when I think of you, I still have reasons to smile, before my anger. I’m not apologetic for who I am.
The Bible says there is no need praying when you are keeping malice. I’m writing this with tears in my eyes because it’s from my heart. We don’t try to understand each other and it’s fine. Regardless, deep down, I still have love for you.
I don’t even know if I’m making sense, but I’m deeply sorry for every single bad thing I’ve said to you in this House. It breaks my heart to see you alon,e even though I try to act all strong and straight with you. I still have a heart.
I’m not writing this so we’ll talk again. I’m just saying it doesn’t have to end this way. Tobi, or any guy is not enough to build a wall between us. My immaturity is my fault and I accept it.
In the name of God, I’m tired of these shenanigans. I didn’t mean for it to get this bad. Let’s forgive and forget whatever it is. We all came to win. Whoever wins at this point, it is fine by me. I don’t want to leave this House mad at you or the other way round.
Cee-C, I give up on this fight. Forgive and forget. I am sorry. I’m not apologizing because I am weak. I’m apologizing because I love you and I’m not the type to keep so muchdislike in my heart – and I just hope you accept me for who I am.